Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how much you really feel, not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you don’t trust them. But because you never really find the right words to make them understand. And sometimes, the one who seems the strongest, is the one who is in most need of a hug.


What to update?


Again. I know. I'm sorry. I don't know why am so lack of motivation to update this little 'space' despite a lots of thing/event happens around me.

I don't want to shut this space but I'm too lazy to update. How?

I've been drowning into the sea of books as well as drama currently. Bought too many books during Big Bad Wolf and boxing day recently and there's a lots pf drama I need to catch up including the old one, the one that I watched for few episodes but never finish it. Haha!

On the other side, I'm missing my Thai girl which she already in London! I hope you're fine Tina. Missing you badly :(

Okay lah, I will stop here. Will write more, soon.

Till then!




The day finally here. It has been a wonderful 9 years since I known SUPER JUNIOR! The group was debuted in 2005 however I was completely crazy over the boys in 2008. Slightly late but better late than never, right?

Those money I've spent to buy their album(s), went to their concerts, bought those beauty products and went to the restaurant they endorsed.

Those sleepless night I've spent to watch their music videos, shows, fan cam (mostly concert videos) and drama or movie they appeared.

Those time I patiently waited for them at the airport, went to their concerts or even stalked them at hotel during their stays in KL (okay, I rarely did this, hehe).

I may sound like crazy people who is willing to spend for unnecessary thing but one thing for sure:-

"Nothing can beat the satisfaction!"

Though they don't really know me but we know, as long as there is an ELF, SUPER JUNIOR will stand still no matter what happen.

Happy 9th anniversary, boys! Let's get together forever. Love you from bottom of my heart <3>





Another obsession of mine story. Book obsession. Yay!

I don't know from whom I got this good gene because both of my parents read less. Haha. As stated on my self introduction at the side bar, I'm a passionate reader of fiction book. Nevertheless, I still read non-fiction book, just to widen my knowledge.

Unfortunately, for this year I can't keep up with my last year resolution which is to buy at least one book every month and read more. I buy less and read less. Sobs.

So these are the books I've read for the past 10 months :)

While this is my current reading. Fresh from the oven from my favourite author :)

And these are the books I've read a bit but decided to put it on hold because I'm so into the current book I am reading ;)

I've more than 10 books waiting to be read yet so little time and with my current reading speed, I think I'll be able to finish 'em all by end of 2016. Haha! If you look into my book to-buy-list, I bet you'll faint. So far I have more than 50 books to buy. Insane? Yeap! That's me!

I am proud to say I'm a bookworm. Hi-five to any bookworm out there! :)




It's been awhile, I know. Sorry.

Well, if you know me of course you know one of  my obsession. KPOP. Yes! But seriously, I don't know what should I say about this obsession of mine. I'm about to out of this obsession.

I used to be a student few years back whereby I have so much time to go cray cray despite of the work load (courseworks, classes, meeting etc). I still can enjoy my obsession even in the midst of chaos. I mean, when I am trying to catches the dateline. Haha. Comeback stage? Debut stage? Concert? Album? Drama? Movie? Even their weekly music shows or variety shows. You name it. Everything was under my control back then! Haha.

Looking back at those time, I'm envy to the old of me. Lol. Present? No, thank you. I rather keep it low and silent. I realised, the industry that used to give me happiness was no longer it used to be. The one is keeping me to be part of this community is Super Junior.

I often ask myself, "are you no longer attached to kpop?". The answer would be either yes or not sure because I still find myself lying in front of laptop or tab watching drama or music video. Heol~

Well, things changed.


La Risata Damansara

La Risata means ‘the laughter’. It was opened since 1999 and a 15-year reputation for good food, alongside a warm ambience.

A whatsapp message at late evening changed my plan. Wish to have Chinese Muslim or Ikea meatball but once my friend said someone is joining for dinner, I told myself not to spoil.

It was fun and fine first meeting. Anas were nice, gentleman and full of knowledge. I was so surprised he can share so many incredible yet knowledgeable facts in just 3 hours only! The way he treated we just like a brother who is taking care of his little sister. Respect! I still can remember how he put some pizza in my plate. Even my own brother won’t bother to do so.

We had Olive Tapenade as starter which was well made, a perfect topping for the fluffy bread, risotto (it’s an Italian tradition food), two type of pizzas (which you can see in the picture above) and seafood spaghetti (if I’m not mistaken). Since the girls are not good in ordering the foods so Anas lead the way. Not bad though his selection of menus. What a very sensible and considerate gentleman.

Since its dinner time and raining, the restaurant was pack and we have no other option but to had our dinner outdoor and that explain the lack of picture plus bad lighting.

Total for four persons (I think the foods we ordered can be shared with 5 or 6 persons) was RM150++. Still affordable though. Thank you for the expensive dinner and challenging trip, Anas. Haha!

128 Jalan Kasah,
Medan Damansara,
50490 Kuala Lumpur
03 2095 9572
Open Daily: Lunch 12PM – 2.30PM
                     Dinner 6.30PM - 10.30PM


Refreshing night!

Venue: Snowflakes Dataran Sunway

Thank you for the treats, friend! ^^


A quick meeting with Waniey and Rabia

It’s been awhile since my last meeting with these two beautiful girls I knew since I was thirteen.

Family portrait is a must!

We had a quick lunch at Subway before we started our shopping spree.

You don’t have to worry about photo as both of them are the queen of selfie. Haha! Although it was short but it was a nice catching up session. We should meet frequently in future babes!


A fine weekend with Lily


Lily was once my roommate during my second year degree. We rarely talk or seeing each other since she left university but one day I received phone calls from her asking me to accompany her to Lim Kok Wing University.

How could I refuse when it’s been an ages since our last meeting so Sepang off we go!

Settled her things at there, we’re off to KD. Along the journey back, she carefully asked me to follow her back to her house at KL and since I plan to stay at KD over the weekend so I accepted her offers.

Since my last meal was my breakfast, I felt damn hungry and all I wanted was sushi from Jusco. Yes, I’m a bit weird. So merata lah kita orang cari. Actually fikir which route should we take so we can go to the nearest Jusco but we end up at Jusco Wangsa Maju.

30% off! That’s the reason why I wanted Jusco’s sushi badly. Cheapskate! Haha! We were so damn hungry sampai tak tunggu sampai rumah, dekat situ juga makan. Lol :p

From Wangsa Maju to Sentul (Lili’s house), we have to masuk this area, that area. As dummy for KL’s route, I handed the battle to Lily.

A bit blur as it was taken in the moving car. I don’t know if it only me or what but every time I pass by KLCC, there’s some kind of urge to take photo of it. Do you?

We safely arrived to Lily’s around 10 or 11pm. Her dad and aunt was around but the shy me, terus masuk bilik and get ready to take bath. I know it’s rude but it was my first time meeting them and don’t know what to do. Huhu!


This was my view in the next morning. When I woke up, nobody at home except Lily and I. Lily is known as one of the last person who will wake up so I couldn’t do anything. Being a breakfast person, I was damn hungry. Nak selongkar dapur, rumah orang so what I did to accompany me was workout and watching TV before I discovered the leftover sushi and some chocolates.

Without permission, I ate the chocolate and finished the sushi. Luckily when Lily woke up, she asked me to have some of the chocolate. Nak tunggu Lily fully awake memang makan masa so I did forced her to wake up so we can have our lunch.

We had Indian cuisine for lunch. Lega perut. Haha! During this time, we keep talking and updating each other stories before we went back to Lily’s house to rest. I completely had forgotten about my assignments at this rate. I just don’t care about school anymore. Hihi!

And then a phone calls from Lily’s dad came and asking us to go to Pertama Complex to run some errands. Fine.

Jammed behind Sogo gave us some time for selfie. Haha! Since the shop they wanted to go was closed so we went to Carrefour and bought some groceries. Uncle said because I was there, they’re able to buy ingredients for cocktail and sausage roll sebab bila three peoples in the house they could not finish it all at one time. Thank you uncle! And there you go my dinner. I was totally full until I had to force myself to do some walking. Lol.

This is the view from Lily’s unit floor. Still feels satisfied even though KLCC was far away. Lol. So this is how I end my Saturday night.


My last day with Lily, nothing much we do as Lily woke up super late and everyone seems like lazy to head out but during evening, I asked Lily to bring me to The Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts or Sentul Park. Orang Sentul tak tau tempat nih? Malu oii!! Haha!

The entrance.

Drama Hindustan pun bermula. Kekeke! Berguling sakan atas rumput sampai bengkak-bengkak macam kena gigit nyamuk gergasi. Lol.

My kind of place.

It was fine date not until our stomach making some noises so we drove back to Lily’s apartment as she wanted to have some chicken feet curry.

She alone can finish ‘em all! Me? Enough with roti telur. Hahah!

Thank you Lily for everything. Seriously, she's one of my friend yang mampu buat naluri ini ingin kembali ke zaman remaja, zaman yang penuh dengan keriangan mengukur jalan-jalan sekitar KL di malam hari. Rindu sangat! Sekarang bukanlah tak boleh buat lagi, boleh tapi tak sama. Huhu!


Selamat Hari Raya 2014 (part III)

Hello! Hello! Hello!

So this will be my last entry for my raya celebration and it is more to open house, raya gathering and raya visit :)

Rabia Open House (080814)

Rabia invited to her open house few days before the actual date. Bising dia kalau tak pergi so I went with Ayu. My first time ever beraya with friend this year. Haha!

I had nasi beryani (if not mistaken) with ayam masak merah, bergedil and some acar timun while Ayu had soto (if not mistaken again).

Then we had red velvet cake and chocolate cake. The foods were good, delicious sampai rasa nak tapau bawak balik tapi segan nak cakap. Haha!

Family portrait time! Benda wajib kalau berjumpa. Nothing much to talk about since Rabia was busy with her guests so after we settled down we dragged our ass out. Kalau sembang memang sampai besok pun tak habis.

Thank you Rabia for having us. Next year jemput lagi! Hihi!

Raya Gathering (090814)

It was time of the year. Baraan from kampung. As first house, our theme is breakfast so we served nasi lemak, some Malay kuih muih and beef lasagna by ehem yours truly.

As the closest cousins, we’re supposed to have a photoshoot on first day of raya but due to the circumstance we’re unable to do so and this is the only raya photo we had together. As usual, Fasiha was missing.

Then off to Bangi we go. At Maksu’s we were serve mee bandung, nasi with lauk pauk and some pudding. 

Before I end my day, we went to Cik Arah’s house at Sepang. At this rate, I was unable to have heavy food such as rice although it looks delicious. I had too much and if I keep feeding myself, I’m surely will puke.

So instead of having nasi arab or laksam, I had this bread pudding and few slices of chocolate cake. The bread pudding was damn nice and smooth, had it with vanilla sauce. Yummy!

Aten’s Open House and raya visit at Waniey’s [170814]

I received an invitation through good friend of mine, another Wani. It started around 3pm but we went there around 5pm padahal dekat jak pun. Hihi!

We were served bakso, nasi tomato, nugget, milo pudding, Zara’s birthday cake (her birthday was few day before) and some kuih raya. Since the foods were so sedap I can’t resist to taste all. Three rounds kau! Hahaha!

Thanks Aten, lepas kahwin baru merasa air tangan Aten. Hihi! And being silly me, I totally forgot about Zara’s duit raya. Boo!

At night I went to Waniey’s. Since she was unable to come to Rabia’s open house due to exam, we paid her raya visit. She served us (Rabia, Naim - Rabia’s brother and I) homemade fried spaghetti which turn out delish. Rabia tambah sampai tiga kali kot! Haha!

We just busy keep updating each other about our lives and then photoshoot time! Penat okay nak layan dorang bergambar. 100++ pictures in one hour? Gila!

I never get enough with these two beautiful ladies. They made my day with their own drama. Love them to bits! Thanks Waniey for having us that night walaupun sampai lambat.

Ili’s Open House

On the last week of raya, I was invited by Ili to her open house. Although dah penghujung Syawal, tetap rancak sana sini open house. At Ili’s we were served nasi berlauk, satay, some kuih muih and bihun lemak kuning. Serious, sedap wei!

Ili and Fana are my long lost friends while Ikin, Aza and Ika are my new friends. I had so much fun with them. Jenis selamba, semua boleh masuk I like! Thank you Ili, for having us. Next year jemputlah lagi. Haha!

I think I need to stop here first. Till we meet again!


Selamat Hari Raya 2014 (part II)

Hello! Hello! Hello!

So, this is my raya story part II. Gediks! Hahaha!

Fourth Raya (310714)

On this day, we went to Johor and Melaka to visit Uda and abah’s friends. It was totally long and super tiring day indeed but I love it. It gives me a going-back-to-kampung-for-raya’ feeling. Maklum ler, kampung dekat so sekali sekala dapat pergi kampung orang agak terujalah.

First stop, we went to abah’s foster brother. We were served fried bihun, lamb, popia and some other foods. It brings back my childhood memories. I’ve been here when I was 8 or 9 years old for his (abah’s foster brother) wedding day. So long ago!

Then we went to Uda’s at Renggit. We arrived there exactly during lunch hour so we were served lunch by Cik Ella and kids. Although it just a simple lunch but worth it. Makan pula ramai-ramai, lagilah best!

Macam-macam Cik Ella served kita orang. Keropok lekor pun ada! Hihi! Next we went to abah’s friend’s house at Parit Sulong. We’ve been here last year for a wedding and this year we were there to beraya. Long lost friend katanya.

Been looking for this bahulu gulung since first day of raya but couldn’t find it. At last, dekat Johor jugak jumpa. Jauh betul! Apa lagi, lepas rindulah. Keke!

Lastly we went to Melaka to visit Uncle Joe’s, our old neighbor. Stop by at this mosque for Maghrib, somewhere in Alor Gajah if I’m not mistaken.

At Uncle Joe’s we were served fried bihun (again). Since we arrived there quite late so we couldn’t stay longer as we wish. So that’s how I ended my KL-JB-Melaka-KL short trip.

Fifth Raya (010814)

Not going anywhere except 2 houses, a relative house and aunt’s house.

An old baju kurung and shawl and a simple make up. Lazy day, I guess. Hihi.

Sixth Raya (020814)

Arrayan and family came for raya visit. Makin sombong sekarang nih.

Anak siapalah yang sopan bersimpuh while having his lunch. Topless pula tuh! Ayyaaann!!!

Then with sudden command by my mom, Sepang off we go.

Went to Ibu Teh at Bandar Enstek Sepang. It happened that Ibu Teh was hosting an open house. Apa lagi, tumpang sekaki lah. Haha!

The only raya photo I had with them. Sobs.

Next will be raga gathering, raya visit and open houses story. Panjang sangat kekdah nya kalau nak compile every story in one entry. Till we meet again. Soon!