Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how much you really feel, not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you don’t trust them. But because you never really find the right words to make them understand. And sometimes, the one who seems the strongest, is the one who is in most need of a hug.

20130623

Mentari pagi



Jangan pernah putus asa. Terus maju ke hadapan kerana malam yang paling gelap gelita pun bakal berakhir dengan hari yang cerah. Berdoa dan usaha!

AAF


20130620

[MOVIE] Habibie Dan Ainun

Hello world

First of all, I'm not a fan of Malay or Indonesian's movie but since Tasya asking me to watch this movie, I've no other option but to watched it with her that day.


Mana Mungkin Aku Setia

Sebenarnya ini bukan tentang kematianmu, bukan itu
Karena, aku tahu bahwa semua yang ada pasti menjadi tiada pada akhirnya
Dan kematian adalah sesuatu yang pasti
Dan kali ini adalah giliranmu untuk pergi, aku sangat tahu itu.

Tapi yang membuatku tersentak sedemikian hebat

Adalah kenyataan bahwa kematian benar-banar dapat memutuskan
Kebahagiaan dalam diri seseorang, sekejap saja, lalu rasanya mampu membuatku menjadi
Nelangsa setengah mati, hatiku seperti tak ditempatnya, dan tubuhku serasa kosong melompong, hilang isi.

Kau tahu sayang, rasanya seperti angin yang tiba-tiba hilang berganti kemarau gersang

Pada air mata yang jatuh kali ini, aku selipkan salam perpisahan panjang
Pada kesetiaan yang telah kau ukir
Pada kenangan pahit manis selama kau ada.

Aku bukan hendak mengeluh, tapi rasanya terlalu sebentar kau di sini.


Mereka mengira akulah kekasih yang baik bagimu sayang, tanpa mereka sadari,

Bahwa kaulah yang menjadikan aku kekasih yang baik
Mana mungkin aku setia padahal memang kecenderunganku adalah mendua
Tapi kau ajarkan aku kesetiaan, sehingga aku setia
Kau ajarkan aku arti cinta, sehingga aku mampu mencintaimu seperti ini.

Selamat jalan, kau dari-Nya, dan kembali kepada-Nya, kau dulu tiada untukku, dan sekarang kembali tiada
Selamat jalan sayang, cahaya mataku, penyejuk jiwaku
Selamat jalan, calon bidadari syurgaku.

(Bacharuddin Jusuf Habibie)

Synopsis : Read here

The thing I don't understand about myself is, Tasya bersungguh menangis but why I feel nothing eh? Padahal dah dua kali tengok nih. Jiwa kental sungguh aku nih. Ahahah! Lol :p

20130617

Korean crunch lah sangat

Hello world.

Pernah makan KFC Korean crunch set tak? Alaaa, yang nih haaa.


Serious tak lawak okay bila KFC came out with this set. At first I didn't know this set will replaced the hot and spicy chicken temporary. The sauce is not spicy at all - it's sweet and not up to my likely actually. Sambal tapi manis? Like seriously?! Mula-mula bolehlah cakap sedap lah apa lah. Masuk kali ketiga makan terus dah tak suka. Muak!

However, their hot and spicy chicken is back! Finally! Yay! :) 

20130616

[VIDEO] Forum Pedagogi Pendidikan Cinta

Hello world.

Still remember this? Unfortunately, I can't attend the forum for some reason. Kind of sad but since the video's are up already, I can watch it many times! Ahah!

Nahhh, here you goooo!



Kudos to all #TFTN's team members. Never really thought we need LOVE in education before. You guys blown my mind, seriously!




p/s: quick update before I'm off for makan-makan session. Wee! :D


20130615

Souvenir from Langkawi

Hello world.



Reason to hate Langkawi? Nahh, I don't have one so far :) 

Best is, Pepero! My most fav Korean snack. Yes! It's a famous Korean snack. And I'm glad this snack already available not only in Jusco (where I always bought my stocks), it's also available in Cold Storage. However not really sure all Cold Storage but so far, I've seen it at Cold Storage Ikano.

20130614

Forum Pedagogi Pendidikan Cinta

*Sticky post please scroll down for new entry*

Hello world.

Okay, since my time is very limited let me just share this quickly. Have you heard about 'Pedagogi' before? Pedagogi means method of teaching and education. Wanna know more about it? Come and join #TFTN (Teach For The Needs) this coming Friday. Details as follow:


Forum Pedagogi Pendidikan Cinta #TFTNcinta
Date: June 14th, 2013
Time: 8.00PM
Venue: Karangkraf Section 15 Shah Alam
Panelists: Dr. Maslee Malik, Ust Hasrizal (Saiful Islam) & Dr. Harlina Siraj
Moderator: Anas Alam Faizli 

InsyaAllah, I will be there too! :)

Please click TFTN if.you want to know more about the organization.


20130612

On Air

I look towards the sky
In awe of its monstrosity
Coming to terms with all possibilities
As my thoughts turn to you

You said once you wouldn't
Couldn't bear the thought of losing me
Well in these uncertain moments
Our thought become one

In these uncertain moments
I yearn to tell you
Don't ever leave me
And if ever, dear lover, if ever I might not be with you
Don't ever leave me
Such thoughts must never cross you

We are everlasting, you and I
I know it for certain, as
The clouds continue to gather
And the thunderstorms grow louder than ever


AAF

20130610

Souvenir from Philippines

Hello world

I never been to Philippine before but one of my friend went there for a wedding recently and she managed to bought some local snacks and being a good friend of mine, she gave me some to try. Guess what? I like it!


I don't know what the local people called this snack. Basically it just a combination between peanut and gula Melaka (according to my friend). Surprisingly, the taste is nicer than Malaysia one - less sweet and not so hard to chew. Ahah! Penting okay. Maklum ler bila dah menginjak ke alam dewasa nih tak semua benda badan boleh terima. Lol :p Oh by the way, this snack also available in Malaysia.

Angelica's I assumed as the shop's name or the supplier and Pasalubong means Filipino tradition of a homecoming gift.


Close up! Yummy! :)


She also gave me this to try. I don't know what it is but the taste is nice. She gave me 7 different flavors to try and I've tried the Ube and Coffee Crumble. So far, my belly can accept it. Ahah! Most importantly is, less sweet and it's Halal! Yay!


The flavors :) My friend told me the original flavor taste nicer among the flavors. Will try it soon! Thank you Fane for the lovely snack :)

20130607

Tetap menantimu

Hello world

If you're my close friend, you'll know why I keep listening to sad song lately and will post it up to my social network.

Nahh, here is another sad song and this song is totally fit in my situation now :(

Aku di sinikan selalu menunggumu
Yang selalu ada di setiap waktumu
Selalu menanti jawapanmu
Untuk cintamu


Semakinku bisa untuk menyayangi
Semakinku bisa untuk mengerti
Tak akan pernah hilang rasaku
Cinta yang membawa dalam hatiku

20130605

Coffee break

Hello world.

Away for awhile from stressful life. Ahh, bliss :) Alhamdulillah, still able to had my favourite drink here bila ramai lagi my brothers and sisters out there tak cukup makanan untuk dimakan. Syukur Ya Allah :')




20130604

Reality of fear

You're not scared of the dark.
You're scared of what's in it.

You're not afraid of heights.
You're afraid of falling.

You're not afraid of people around you.
You're just afraid of rejection.

You're not afraid to love.
You're just afraid of not being loved back.

You're not afraid to let go.
You're just afraid to accept the reality that he/she's gone.

You're not afraid to try again.
You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.



20130602

8 months and still counting

Hello world.

It's been a long time since my last post, been so busy with life recently. Anyway, yesterday was a meaningful day for me. I think I never post anything or talk about it in this blog.

It has been 8 months since the last time I met #cottoncandy. Who is #cottoncandy?

He is one of the smartest and friendly guys I ever met and I respect him silently since then. I'm not really sure since when I fell in love with him but all I know is, he melts my heart every single time.

I never admire anyone more than 5 months (if I'm not mistaken) but not in this case as I couldn't stop myself from admiring him. He had everything I ever wanted - religious, strong family background, good personality, brilliant, cheerful, friendly etc. He also has a really good career which is a bonus for me though. He inspiring my to do well in my study which I found it is really hard for a friend to do so (selalunya keluar tanduk jak memasing :p).

However, it is really hard for me to discuss either here or in my daily conversation with my best friends. I know I should have move on but it's really hard for me to do so. Really need a high dose of medicine to get rid of this stupid feeling like forever. Haih!

UPDATE:

Maybe he is not the right one or maybe this is the answer for all my prayers - it's not the time yet for me to be with someone. Okay, I get it! >.<


Hati bukan untuk dimiliki
Tapi untuk dicintai dan mencintai
Ku relakan jiwaku padamu




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