Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how much you really feel, not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you don’t trust them. But because you never really find the right words to make them understand. And sometimes, the one who seems the strongest, is the one who is in most need of a hug.


The psycho teams

Situation #1

First day of raya at Granny's.

Auntie : Dulu dah okay, kenapa sekarang macam dah berisi?

Me : Yes, memang puasa kali nih berat kita mendadak naik.


Situation #2

Went for raya at Faiz's last weekend.

Faiz : Apsal makin berisi nih?

Me : Jangan tegur please.


Situation #3

Skype with Meatball.

Meatball : Macam dah lain jak Beyl (Meatball's real name) tengok adik. Makan tak control ke hape?

Me : Yeeesssss!!!! I know, I'm gained weight that I supposed to loose but ottoke?

Meatball : Please control your appetite adik. I don't like seeing you gaining more weight. I'm being serious nih. Tak cantik dah Beyl tengok.


BIG sighsssss -__________-'

p/s : lebih kurang macam tuh lah conversation between them and please mind my grammar, that's why always kena marah with meatball.


Oppa Gangnam Style

I really enjoying this song but parody? HELL NO!!!! I don't find it is interesting while watching the parody version. Annoying wei!!~


Still pusing kampung kutip duit raya

Still in Raya/Syawal mood. Will update more later :)

Meanwhile, let's layan this Aidilfitri's song. Someone msg-ed me part of the lyrics tuh yang melekat hingga ke sanubari. Rindu dia :(


Syawal is here, finally

And that is mean, Ramadhan is leaving us :(

Some of my iftar's dishes and desserts. Alhamdulillah for the blessed Ramadhan. Until we meet again, Ya Ramadhan. InsyaAllah. Amin.

Before I'm off to kampung for Syawal celebration, I would like to wish to all brothers and sisters out there,


Forgive me for all my wrongdoing all this while. Wish you a blast and blessed Syawal. Remember, always BE SAFE no matter where you are. Take care, will ya?


Shopping day

With cousins. Went to Jalan TAR in the morning since both of my cousin and me want to hunt for our raya outfit. When raya is approaching, Jalan TAR is one of the most famous place for Malaysian's or at least, KL-ians to find their needed so faham fahamlah kalau manusia sumpah macam ulat. Berjalan pun macam semut haaa.

Since I'm working on Ramadhan last year so lupa dah how it feel bila berjalan kat sana tuh. If not, every single year akan gigih pergi sana. I still remembered, during my diploma time paling kerap pergi berkunjung kat sana sebab ada saja yang tak lengkap bagi Spongy. Mamat tuh kalau shopping memang nak adik dia nih gak yang teman makanya gagahkan diri kuatkan semangat harung lautan manusia yang tak kenal malam yang dah tak berapa nak muda :p

Things that I manage to grabbed! Phew~ Nak tercabut kaki wei!!~ Selalu pergi hari tak busy so jalan pun melenggang. Uhuh! Then we heading to Sogo since Mira want to find her perfect pair of jeans but then sudahnya semua keluar pegang Sogo's plastic bag. Ahahah!

Then we're heading to Damansara Uptown since ada orang tuh mengidam nak makan kari kepala ikan yang umphh katanya. Tapi kat situ memang banyak food choices yang best dan sedap ^^ But no curry for me since I don't really like it. All I want is a very nice chicken chop or steak but unfortunately, we thought the stall is closed so Mira and me was having chicken rice instead. So sad.

Tak tahu mana silapnya, ada sorang kakak nih datang dekat table kita orang offered menu. It's western menu yaw! Fine! So untuk tak menghampakan kami, Ekin pun ordered lah chicken chop tapi I tak makan pun since kenyang bak hang!! Dengan air pink guava gelas besar lagi! Luckily tak explode. Ahah!

Then singgah Empire Gallery (EG) kejap. Ada orang tuh mengidam macaroon. Thanks Ekin belanja walaupun masa tuh dah terfikir nak belikan untuk adik since dia pun mengidam benda yang sama gak. For your information, EG is one of the best places to have a fine lunch or dinner. It offer so many choices of restaurants. Desserts pun senang nak dapat dan sedap. And the price will not give your wallet a hole. Hihi :p

Before we got ourself a piece of macaroon, masuk Coach kejap and guess what?! Yes, TERMINAT at one handbag!! Wuarghhh~ Should have take the picture and send it to Abang Shah and asking him to find it for me at UK there :(

Anyway, had fun shopping day with the cousins. Jelajah so many places, dig up Mira's and Ekin's love story, kenakan Ekin's boyfriend and the highlight of the day was, Ekin and her boyfriend belanja iftar! Thank you both of you guys. Murah rezeki lah hendaknya :)

Ekin, duit raya jangan lupa! Lagi afdal kalau cik abang bagi sekali. Eh.


Family moment

Iftar with family members few weeks ago. Well, not all of them but Alhamdulillah, glad to met them :)



Appreciate your family. Go visit them before it's too late. 

p/s : Iklan raya paling menyentuh sanubari so far :(



Addicted to these songs ^^

Junho (Be With You's composer) and YongHwa (Love Is Only You's composer) are in love since they wrote these beautiful and nice songs! Ahah! Lol :p *own speculation*

And I realized, Donghae is taking over by being in the center in SFS and Spy. No more Siwon. Hikhik :p


Nothing Better

It always appeared before me
your face, I remember
My heart that stopped short
You spitefully dis-functional heart
And with your bright smile
That's how you easily opened my heart

It's true that is how I became your man
All my unpleasant memories, I no longer recall
Because the hand that holds me tight
Is as warm as spring

And now like a dream my heart
Has gradually stopped by your side
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream

And now like breathing,
If you were to always rest by my side
If you were to always this way
Nothing better nothing better than you
Nothing better nothing better than you

And now like a dream my heart
In your embrace is held still
Without awakening for a single moment
I dream an endless dream

And now like breathing
If you were to always rest by me side
If you were to always remain this way
Nothing better nothing better than you
Nothing better nothing better than you

Nothing better nothing better than you

This song stuck in my head since last night. Lama sangat tak dengar lagu nih. And since Nichkhun-shi involved into an accident recently, I've keep watching back almost videos that related to Nichkhun-shi.

Serious, sedih wei~ Honestly, I should put the blamed on both parties. Seorang mabuk, seorang lagi tak alert. Tapi Nichkhun-shi takdelah mabuk teruk mana since he only had 2 glasses of beer and he is not even speed while drove back. It just both parties refused to break dekat junction.

Tak dapat bayangkan keadaan dia at that time. I almost cry while reading all news regarding to the situation but I can't hold back my tears while reading his 'last' tweet T___T

" I would like to write this letter of apology for such an irresponsible act. To the injured person, his family, the people of Korea, my fans, JYPE family and stuffs, 2PM members, and all the people this situation has affected. I have betrayed the ones who have given me their love and support I don't deserve with such behavior. I feel the need to take some time off to re-think about my action and myself, to make myself a better person and never again repeat the same mistake. I am truly ashamed that I have disappointed so many, and I am deeply sorry." (Source: Nichkhun's twitter)

Sedihhh T___T I can say that he is a perfect guy but due to his mistake, the world seems like hating him but not us, Hottest! Nichkhun-shi, no matter where you are now, I really hope you're fine. Please, palli come back to the industry, we missed you so much! >.<



It's been a while. Phew! I can't remember when was the last time I got myself a magazine. Anyway, credit goes to mom's friend, Aunt Timah. All magazines are August edition. Woot woots!! ^^