Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how much you really feel, not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you don’t trust them. But because you never really find the right words to make them understand. And sometimes, the one who seems the strongest, is the one who is in most need of a hug.


I'm wrapping my 2011

Assalamualaikum :)

So yeah, today is the last day of 2011. I've been thru ups and downs for the whole year but still can bear with it. Alhamdulillah. It's something that I really hard to maintain it.

Well, 2011 banyak ajar aku tentang life. How to maintain and keep on survived from those kind of 'pabo' things. I admit, I'm so not good in maintaining a 'healthy' feeling but I'm trying my best to not spill it out more than I should and it hurts a lot.

Dan aku takkan share buat masa sekarang nih. Tunggulah lepas new year nanti. Masa tuh aku dah tak kira kau tua atau muda dari aku, semuanya aku nak reveal kalau aku jahat hati sangat masa tuh.

Btw, sorry to say but I really have no time to catch up back what I've done for these past 12 months but I'll try to share it here and since I still haven't transfer yet some pictures so please bear with me.

Err, I think I shall stop here. Will write more if I've time to sit in front of my laptop. See ya!

Happy New Year everyone ^^

Much love,



Break Down by Kim Hyun Joong during SBS Music Festival (291211)


Ini barulah boleh dikatakan standard international performances. Artis kau ada?! Boo!


Road trip!

Phew! Super exhausted!

Friday (23/12/11)
Shah Alam - Bangsar - Shah Alam

Saturday (24/12/11)
Shah Alam - Kota Damansara - Shah Alam.

Sunday (25/12/11)
Shah Alam

Monday (26/12/11)
Shah Alam - Kota Damansara - Jengka

Tuesday (27/12/11)
Jengka - Kuantan

Wednesday (28/12/11)
Kuantan - Kota Damansara - Shah Alam


Busy Cutie Bee

Assalamualaikum :)

It's weekend. Finally! But, it's going to be a very long weekend for me. For now, Imma busy with this



It can't be anyone but you, you're my love.

Even if I am alone again T___T


I'm the middle one

Assalamualaikum :)

Maybe some of you already know that I'm the second one in siblings. I read this somewhere, saying about the facts being the second one. Well, some of it really suit me. Really. No lies :)

Anak Tengah.

Biasanya anak tengah lebih pelik sedikit dari anak-anak yang lain. Mereka lebih gemar berdikari dan membuat hal sendiri. Ini kerana mereka adalah antara yang paling kurang 'favourite' dikalangan adik-beradik yang lain. Seringkali mereka juga terasa terpinggir. Dalam banyak hal mereka merasakan diri mereka dipaksa untuk mengalah kepada si sulung atau si bongsu. Sebab itu dikalangan mereka juga kadangkala mudah dilanda tekanan. Oleh itu, anak tengah juga cuba untuk melakukan yang terbaik bagi diri mereka tanpa mengharapkan bantuan orang lain.

Ciri-ciri yang ada pada mereka ialah :

  • lebih berdikari berbanding dengan si sulung atau adik-beradik yang lain.
  • lebih percaya dengan keyakinan sendiri.
  • suka mencuri perhatian dengan cara tersendiri.
  • sering merasakan diri mereka terpinggir.
  • terlalu mengalah

Yeap! That's me :)


Oppa, Oppa

Assalamualaikum :)

On Dec 16th, the Eunhae couple released a digital music known as Oppa Oppa. Well, they already performed it during SS4 Seoul. Enjoy ^^

And as hyung for both oppa's, Siwon played a role as an ELF during Music Bank. Very supportive hyung :) Me loike!

Anyway, both oppa's kyo!

p/s : credit to SMTOWN youtube and Allkpop


Happy moment

So happy together. Jongki oppa and Jinho unnie ^^

Video capture from Korea variety show, Running Man episode 33 - Oh Ji Ho as guest.


Ombak yang tak berombak dan rindu yang tak berindu sangat

Assalamualaikum :)

Yes! I'm talking about that movie. Mind you - I'm not a malay movie/drama fans.



SS4 Osaka, Japan.
Dec 2011

Seriously, I missed the environment. Really T_T Oppa, palli come here again!

p/s : picture credit to the owner but I took the picture from Leeteuk's twitter.


Our Last Dinner

Assalamualaikum :)

Couldn’t believe this is out very last dinner (perhaps not) together. So we decided not to bring any foods from home. We wanna have a food galore (sangat lah kan) at Fya working’s place. So we bought these for our self.


Few days more to go


Until my cousin's wedding! Weee! :D Why I'm so excited?! Because no much work(s) to do. I mean, every time my cousin(s) is getting married, there's a lot of works to do so this time around, it's a lil bit relax. Me loike! :)


Cheap Day

Assalamualaikum :)

Don’t forget every 19th of the month, head to

HotDog 1901!

You can save like her! :D 

It’s really worth it with every penny. Well, if you’re looking for affordable and tasty food lah. Kekeke ^^


Another reunion with the babes

Assalamualaikum :)

I miss them badly. I miss all their craziness. It's not easy for us to keep this friendship until now but we manage to maintain it. Alhamdulillah.

As usual, Hani is the one who always missing. Oh, Ida too. Benci tau! If not, dah lengkap dah 7 of us.


Syazwan and Irane big day

Assalamualaikum :)

Once again, congratulation Abg Wan and Kak Irane.

By the way, Abg Wan is one of my senior back to high school. Oh, yes. No photo for the newlywed as I'm so lazy to take their picture.


Day 40 - Discuss Your First Love and First Kiss

No need to discuss here. Let it be P and C. Haish! Giler ke hape nak reveal. Tak sanggup maakkkkk!!!!