Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how much you really feel, not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you don’t trust them. But because you never really find the right words to make them understand. And sometimes, the one who seems the strongest, is the one who is in most need of a hug.


I'm wrapping my 2011

Assalamualaikum :)

So yeah, today is the last day of 2011. I've been thru ups and downs for the whole year but still can bear with it. Alhamdulillah. It's something that I really hard to maintain it.

Well, 2011 banyak ajar aku tentang life. How to maintain and keep on survived from those kind of 'pabo' things. I admit, I'm so not good in maintaining a 'healthy' feeling but I'm trying my best to not spill it out more than I should and it hurts a lot.

Dan aku takkan share buat masa sekarang nih. Tunggulah lepas new year nanti. Masa tuh aku dah tak kira kau tua atau muda dari aku, semuanya aku nak reveal kalau aku jahat hati sangat masa tuh.

Btw, sorry to say but I really have no time to catch up back what I've done for these past 12 months but I'll try to share it here and since I still haven't transfer yet some pictures so please bear with me.

Err, I think I shall stop here. Will write more if I've time to sit in front of my laptop. See ya!

Happy New Year everyone ^^

Much love,



Break Down by Kim Hyun Joong during SBS Music Festival (291211)


Ini barulah boleh dikatakan standard international performances. Artis kau ada?! Boo!


Road trip!

Phew! Super exhausted!

Friday (23/12/11)
Shah Alam - Bangsar - Shah Alam

Saturday (24/12/11)
Shah Alam - Kota Damansara - Shah Alam.

Sunday (25/12/11)
Shah Alam

Monday (26/12/11)
Shah Alam - Kota Damansara - Jengka

Tuesday (27/12/11)
Jengka - Kuantan

Wednesday (28/12/11)
Kuantan - Kota Damansara - Shah Alam


Busy Cutie Bee

Assalamualaikum :)

It's weekend. Finally! But, it's going to be a very long weekend for me. For now, Imma busy with this



It can't be anyone but you, you're my love.

Even if I am alone again T___T


I'm the middle one

Assalamualaikum :)

Maybe some of you already know that I'm the second one in siblings. I read this somewhere, saying about the facts being the second one. Well, some of it really suit me. Really. No lies :)

Anak Tengah.

Biasanya anak tengah lebih pelik sedikit dari anak-anak yang lain. Mereka lebih gemar berdikari dan membuat hal sendiri. Ini kerana mereka adalah antara yang paling kurang 'favourite' dikalangan adik-beradik yang lain. Seringkali mereka juga terasa terpinggir. Dalam banyak hal mereka merasakan diri mereka dipaksa untuk mengalah kepada si sulung atau si bongsu. Sebab itu dikalangan mereka juga kadangkala mudah dilanda tekanan. Oleh itu, anak tengah juga cuba untuk melakukan yang terbaik bagi diri mereka tanpa mengharapkan bantuan orang lain.

Ciri-ciri yang ada pada mereka ialah :

  • lebih berdikari berbanding dengan si sulung atau adik-beradik yang lain.
  • lebih percaya dengan keyakinan sendiri.
  • suka mencuri perhatian dengan cara tersendiri.
  • sering merasakan diri mereka terpinggir.
  • terlalu mengalah

Yeap! That's me :)


Oppa, Oppa

Assalamualaikum :)

On Dec 16th, the Eunhae couple released a digital music known as Oppa Oppa. Well, they already performed it during SS4 Seoul. Enjoy ^^

And as hyung for both oppa's, Siwon played a role as an ELF during Music Bank. Very supportive hyung :) Me loike!

Anyway, both oppa's kyo!

p/s : credit to SMTOWN youtube and Allkpop


Happy moment

So happy together. Jongki oppa and Jinho unnie ^^

Video capture from Korea variety show, Running Man episode 33 - Oh Ji Ho as guest.


Ombak yang tak berombak dan rindu yang tak berindu sangat

Assalamualaikum :)

Yes! I'm talking about that movie. Mind you - I'm not a malay movie/drama fans.



SS4 Osaka, Japan.
Dec 2011

Seriously, I missed the environment. Really T_T Oppa, palli come here again!

p/s : picture credit to the owner but I took the picture from Leeteuk's twitter.


Our Last Dinner

Assalamualaikum :)

Couldn’t believe this is out very last dinner (perhaps not) together. So we decided not to bring any foods from home. We wanna have a food galore (sangat lah kan) at Fya working’s place. So we bought these for our self.


Few days more to go


Until my cousin's wedding! Weee! :D Why I'm so excited?! Because no much work(s) to do. I mean, every time my cousin(s) is getting married, there's a lot of works to do so this time around, it's a lil bit relax. Me loike! :)


Cheap Day

Assalamualaikum :)

Don’t forget every 19th of the month, head to

HotDog 1901!

You can save like her! :D 

It’s really worth it with every penny. Well, if you’re looking for affordable and tasty food lah. Kekeke ^^


Another reunion with the babes

Assalamualaikum :)

I miss them badly. I miss all their craziness. It's not easy for us to keep this friendship until now but we manage to maintain it. Alhamdulillah.

As usual, Hani is the one who always missing. Oh, Ida too. Benci tau! If not, dah lengkap dah 7 of us.


Syazwan and Irane big day

Assalamualaikum :)

Once again, congratulation Abg Wan and Kak Irane.

By the way, Abg Wan is one of my senior back to high school. Oh, yes. No photo for the newlywed as I'm so lazy to take their picture.


Day 40 - Discuss Your First Love and First Kiss

No need to discuss here. Let it be P and C. Haish! Giler ke hape nak reveal. Tak sanggup maakkkkk!!!!


Day 39 - How You Hope Your Future Will Be Like

As what I wrote before, I want to be a very famous ID and a successfully businesswomen. Amin. *prayforme*


They're coming!

On the other hand, my very first vampire movie series will release today too! Double yeay! Sadly, it just part 1. Sobs sobs. I want full movie because I hate waiting. I mean, I'd read all the books so of course I'm expecting the full movie to be out soon.

Now feast your eyes with the official trailer before you hit the cinema :)

Breaking Dawn

p/s : picture courtesy by Tyra unnie.



Day 37 - Your Zodiac Sign and If You Think It Fits Your Personality

I’m a Pieces baby. Sometimes, I think it fits me. Maybe it just coincident because I was thought not to believe in it but karma is always karma.


Day 36 - Write 30 Interesting Facts About Yourself

  • She hate pink color. Only wear pink for certain day/function or mood.
  • She's a Kpop lover.
  • She doesn't like to tidy up her bed after wake up.
  • She loves history.


Last minute menu

Assalamualaikum :)

Yeap! This is so last minute. We decided and straight away bought it then ate it. Yummeh!


Day 34 - Your Views on Religion

I don’t really want to talk about this. Takut sebenarnya sebab sedar, ilmu agama masih lagi kurang. It’s enough if I say, I do really trust me religion no matter what.


The sweetest thing on earth

Assalamualaikum :)

When I see cake, automatically I remember Fya. Both of us are having the same interest, CAKE! Yes, we can go here and there just to make sure which cake we should buy and will worth with every penny we spend. Mind you - cake nowadays is selling with unreasonable price.


Pizza treats

Assalamualaikum :)

Treats from brother. Lets feast your eyes *drool*


Day 32 - Where You's Like To Be In 10 Years

Migrate to UK and be a very famous ID (interior designer) and a successfully businesswomen. Alahai~ Besar betul anganan minah nih. Kekeke ^^


Day 31 - Your Current Relationship If Single Discuss How Single Life Is

I’m not in any relationship for now. Without partner also I manage to survived! For me, boyfriend is not EVERYTHING in this world. I think I already adopted to the situation where I can live without anyone besides me. It sounds lame but yeah, it’s not a very big deal for me. Yes, I admit, sometimes I getting bored with no friend(s) but somehow I’m more comfortable that way.


Our first dinner together.

Assalamualaikum :)

After knowing each other for few months, this is our first dinner together. Yes, it is very difficult for us to sit all together and having a very nice dinner.


Final Piala Malaysia 2011

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Walaupun dah berlalu few days tapi tetap nak cerita. Motif?! Sebab Negeri Sembilan (N9) menang! Dari dulu lagi memang support Selangor dan N9.

Final kali nih just tengok live dari rumah jak since I've no mood because of the pabo drama in the morning so I jual my tiket to my friend. Hmm, takpe. Tahun depan ada lagi.


Day 29 - The Person That You Want Tell Everything To But Too Afraid To

Meatball! Although we’re best friend but I have no idea why I cannot report everything to him. So sad! Uhuh!


Drama again :P

49 Days

City Hunter

The Greatest Love

All done! :) While in progress :-

- Hello Baby (Sister)
- Running Man
- WGM (TeukSo, WooJung & Khuntoria couple's)
- And drama's


Day 26 - The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise To

Ayu. I always promise to play badminton with her but always forgot that I’ve date with her. Kuikuikui ^^ Mianhe Ayu gendut! :P


Day 25 - The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times

Assalamualaikum :)

Azhar! He was abandon by his biological mother since he was 5 month. 5 MONTH okay! Still didn’t know anything about life yet. I don’t really know the reason why his mom abandons him.



Assalamualaikum :)

Ini entry agak basi sebab I keep it under 'draft' so peramlah sampai jari nih click publish. Whoever still didn't know, I'm a bookworm. It's just I don't really have much time to spare on books since I entered my university life. Pergi bookstore pun dah jarang.


The day when they craving for McD

Assalamualaikum :)

Either Wawa or me, we always like - 'eh wawa, I nak makan kat Nyonya Colors lah, jom!' or 'eh azie, I nak makan sesame ball lah, jom pergi beli'. It happened so many times but this is when both of us, craving for the same food - McD!


Because this is me...

I'm the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don't know; you only see the real me if we're close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I'm a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people's feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don't need to worry about me. I'm the one who listens to other people's problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I'm awkward, clumsy, shy, strange.. but this is me. Take it or leave it.


Who want to go with me?

Assalamualaikum :)

Saya nak tanya, siapa yang free on Oct 28th? Saya nak bawak awak pegi beauty workshop. It's free, don't worry.

This is one of the privileges as a member of TFS (TheFaceShop). They privately email me the invitation. I'm so wanna go but have no friend. So, siapa-siapa yang nak pergi tuh inform me okay.

Tapi saya tak janji ya sebab saya masih lagi 'deal' dengan kawan saya. Ceritanya begini, saya dapat tahu mengenai workshop nih melalui TFS facebook. Saya pelik, kenapa saya tak dapat any invitation sedangkan saya one of their members so I did asked them.

So I send an email and they replied it and they invited me to the workshop. If everything berjalan lancar dan saya tak terikat dengan 'deal' bersama kawan saya, saya teringin bawa seorang daripada anda bersama.

Oh, berkenaan 'deal' bersama kawan saya tuh before TFS invite saya. She asked me if I want to go or not and because of this upcoming 22nd she will fly to Korea that's why she still unsure. Yelah, second workshop on 28th, masa tuh mesti dia penat lagi. Silap hari bulan still jet leg.

Here the details :-

DATE - 28 October 2011/Friday (second workshop as the first workshop full already)
TIME - 1:30pm till 3:30pm
VENUE - Korea Plaza, KL

So, to whoever want to go, just email me and I'll get to you once the decision have be made.


Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed

My lazy cat! Muahahah! ^^ I think, my little drama-queen's kot, either Layla or Mila.


Day 22 - Someone You Want to Give Second Chance To

F again. Pabo, I know. I don’t know why, among thousand of peoples around me, I’ll always choose F. In whatever situation, F definitely will be the first 1. In terms of relationship lah.


Lucky Guy

1st teaser for his 2nd mini album.
Release date:- 11102011 (today)


Not the first time for me :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Not the first time? What first time?! Not the first time joining a contest. Teheeee :D Do you know Mango or MNG? It is impossible you don't know right? Every time you go to famous shopping mall of course you'll see it.


An evening with friends and Sixth Sense

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Actually, I have to post this out during ramadhan but I’m too busy so I can’t. As promised, here I am, writing this post just for the person who requested this.


Eid mubarak 2011 - part 7

Assalamualaikum :)

I know raya already past few days ago but being me, as usual have no proper time to sit and write but it's okay as this story is my last part of hari raya story. As usual, open houses here and there. Then, me and the family went to Cik Yus place located somewhere in Puchong.


Hello reality

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Meatball went back to Europe few days ago. Wuaaaa T________T


Eid mubarak 2011 - part 6

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Weddings and open house’s are what waiting on weekends. Been here and there, ate whatever on table and got home with bloated stomach. Aigoo, so cute :’)